....пять лет спустя, каких-то пару часов, и всё возврасшяыется обрано...how is that possible, why? and i DO mean WHY?

i cant understand that... i cant understand my feelings....at all :(

we spent a nice evening with friends, funny you were not even...different maybe. no. not differenet. respectfull. maybe...i dont know, but i keep thinking about you, again, what makes me happy on one side, but not on the other, because i'll never tell you that, i think.